I just read one sense that i wrote for a long time a go. My LIFE, my Time MY moment My memories.

When i looked back i felt happy and sometimes i still do, i don't know whats wrong with me I am worried about a lot of thinks and stuff who is not including me shouldn't be. But i am still worried and I am worried about my problems my feelings my life my choices . The last couple of mounts has been ruff and hard with a lot of work stress fights school and love <3. but not so much time for happiness. The best thing in the world. The most imported thing.

I am not alone I am never alone but i feel like i have never been so lonely in my life, and i dont do anything about it, i started to but it feels like the loneliness catching me. And i dont have energy to fighting it back. It is just so nice and take the balnket and watch a movie . insted to go ute and have some fun. But i did this weekend :) i skipped my study plan and had a girl night with good food and movies, and a sleepover, i have missed that a lot. so that's is good more of those.

I asking my self almost everyday what happen with that girl? who most of the time had a real happy smile on her face, not the mask and the words everything is fine it goes up and down like usually. when some one is asking how do you rely feel. Its because i don't know what to answer what i am feeling anymore.